after cg went to macs to eat.. after a while gideon came... and he was toking to yihui.. i happen to look down at his feet.. and i saw sth.. one of his toes is grey!!! i got a shock!! so i said "MY GOODNESS GIDEON!!! u painted ur toe nail!!!" actually.. it's an or-cheh.. uhhaha..
went rc to get back my book.. after so long.. like before the hols until now my books still at rc.. thn went serangoon macs for lunch.. yea.. thn came home to sleep.. and i forgot wad i did ardy cos i slept too much.. aiya aniwae liddat la.. i dun think i making much sense..
1st day of sch. not bad la.. except tt i got haedache.. i think i havent been thinking for awhile tt's why... okok i really need to go..
sch's startin tmr! was at macs rushing thru the last bit of my hw.. thanks to the help of you [lazy to name] im able to complete most of my amaths sums.. haha. stayed until 9.25.. was toking to jessie dehui and xh abt beautiful mind and hallucination.. wad if our sch dun exist? everyday we'd just be going to a grass patch and sit there thinking u're attending some lecture.. ok tt's kinda lame.. xh's idea as usual.

alright! sch's starting! think it's gonna be exciting.. am really gonna be focused and manage everything well. ;)
prouda my new template! XD it's the 1st temp that doesnt gimme much problem.. whew.. done it in 1/2 hr or so. tmr's the starting of the new sch term.. i better get my stuff done.. ok i going off to do maths.
im finally back.. i counted.. i was out for almost 12 hours.. after service i was at starhub.. waiting for clm to start.. thn yihui pulled me to do homework with her.. which i need to complete oso.. had ding chuen as my personal tutor.. the amaths qn all very jialat lor.. did everything wrongly.. thanks to ding chuen's patience.. really thank u.. although i still dun understand but ur teaching is good. hurhur.. thn ok! clm le! suppose to find my bag and go.. but cudnt find it aniwhere! and somemore those seats which i sat on were taken up by the ywamers.. how to find?? thn i dragged sophia along to search with me.. kinda paiseh to walk around and look.. like tou1 kui1 them liddat.. thn in the end found it.. guess where.. on the dustbin.. wa.. thn had clm. learn from moses. i mean learn from pastor jeff.. but the teaching abt moses.. hahas.. after clm went to walk around plaza sing with sophia.. actually wanted to go class gathering.. but abit late lor.. so decided not to go.. but i really wanted to eat the food!!... /_\ we took the same bus home.. saw this 2 guys with the same shoes.. kinda weird cos usually only girls do this kinda thing.. but aniwae tt's not it.. they are not only wear the same shoes as each other but also same as mine.. my shoes are so common.. dunno how many pple same shoes as me le lor.. i realli chose the wrong pair of shoes..

listen [sadness and sorrow --naruto]
feelin [stoney]
tried to upload the photos i took at dehui's house.. but cannot.. aiya nvm la. went her house again.. hahs.. finished watching the show i watched yesterday.. hmm.. nth much today.. actually got la.. but i very tired now.. lazy to type.. nowadays i always very sleepy.. dun like lor.. but actually i like la..
went dehui's house today.. on the way there a very funny but nearly cost my life thing happened.. oso very malu.. hahahhaas. cant stop laughing abt it.. decided not to blog abt it.. too maluating.. i feel SO paiseh thinking abt it.. haii.. aniwae went dehui's house watch show.. very farnie!!! watch until so shuang thn gotta go deliever yihui her sleeping bag at school.. aniwae thank you for the fries dehui! it's really nice. ;)
had chem practical lesson today.. felt kinda bored so me and jessica started mixing all the chemicals together.. so boliao.. but kinda fun la.. thn went for cg! thn had shepherding.. thn crapped around with geraldine thn went home.. yupp.. i suddenly love my bed very much.. feel so sleepy the entire day..
had a really weird dream last night.. dreamt of my this 2 classmates getting married.. and i was attending their wedding.. it felt so normal until the last part when i realised both are girls.. shock me can.. freaky dream.. -shutters- but it also goes to show wad kinda thots i have.. aniwae went xt's house today.. watch this very corny police show.. a little touching.. but very farnie..
i forgot abt word for life today lor.. so was late.. took cab down.. after tt went out with jiayi wynsie and jessie.. got to know wad the guys bid for for their wives.. hahas. ok tt's so kpo..
dehui came my house today to use comp.. she very crappy.. hahas.. thn after tt i watch naruto.. finally without bees swarming around me.. yesterday night got alot of bees lor.. so queer.. maybe wynnie stole their beehive.. hmm.. aniwae finally managed to clear my desk.. actually only part of it.. but nvm la still an achievement. hahas.
eeks.. i tried to cook half boiled egg.. i cracked it when it's only quater boiled.. think im gonna have stomache tmr.. but aniwae who cares! i love eggs! no wonder i look like one.. ok maybe i look like bird.. but aniwae they came from the same thing-- egg.
grr.. im feeling very hot now.. and i cant on air con or fan.. cos im having a cold!!... grr.. my eyes are teary... but i wanna watch naruto.. arghh.. this is definitely not a good day to watch ur favourite show.. >.< dun care shall drag a fan here or sth..
today's been a looonnng day.. woke up at 9.30.. rush down to plaza sing to buy jiamin's present.. thn had service etc.. yay! sharon came! but kinda sad still cos those who promised to come didnt turn up.. haii.. hate it u know.. things aint moving.. grr.. nvm we'd have a breaththru.. aniwae i've ardy planned out everything.. it has to work.. by God's grace.. and i think today's sermon was great! really taught me wad it means to be strong in christ.. it's when im weak then im strong.. ;) yea. learn lots from dmm oso.. though i've sat thru this teaching like dunno how many times le.. but i've got new insides to it.. tobe greatly anointed by God we must 1st be wholehearted! yea! hmm.. shall commit to my grp, my people and god's vision! amen!

was on the bus with xt just now.. was toking to her thn i suddenly look down at the guy sitting next to me.. HE IS WEARING THE SAME PAIR OF SHOES AS ME!!! i was like ee-yikes! wad duh??!!.. --;; kinda paiseh.. i hope he didnt see it.. aniwae hor.. very irritating leh.. today like everyone wearing the same stuff as me one lor.. sophia wear the same shirt as me.. tt guy wear same shoes as me.. they are so unoriginal!!! .. or maybe im the unoriginal one.. --;;
was thinking on the way to RC.. really wanna grow in character and my group.. one thing tt really have ta grow in is discipline.. to do the things i needa do to my best and even more.. to really be very hardworkin!! yea!! hmm.. think i shld spend less time online.. unless needed.. yupp.. wanna use my time more effectively for God!! XD yay! let's see nan chiau being touched down by aug!!! let's work really really hard to see this vision come to past!! XD it can and will be done..

aniwae PM today was great man.. agreed with wad gideon said.. "breakthru comes from making decisions".. wanta breakthru in my grp and spiritual life.. so shall start making decisions from now on!! XD
went for the dna talk today.. wasnt as sian as sophia said it was.. the instructor quite corny.. he was toking abt cloning.. thn he say abt dolly the sheep.. "dolly and her mother looks exactly alike.. *pause*.. then again every sheep looks alike.." --;; after that went RC.. no one was there except dehui.. so we went to walk around serangoon central.. thn we cook noodle using hot water cos no more gas.. she having stomache now.. wonder how long before i get stomache too..
wahaha.. just came back from sakura's house with wynsie.. so cool.. i like her house.. very cosy.. and her cat's very shy.. maybe i too scary.. o wells. we did lotsa bo liao and fun things.. hahahhas of which i shant elaborate.. sisters' jokes.. hahhahas i sent some crap and lame msges to wynnie's classmate.. ok i think i malu-ed her again.. i think wynsie's a little weird nowadays.. she's into.. bodybuilding..?!?! she dragged me to royal sporting house to buy some sit-up leg thing and dumb bells.. -raise eyebrow-

[jiayi] i didnt mention ur name... ok i think i just did.. hahahas nvm..

[wynsie] yo wynsie! i love wynsie although she's a little weird sometimes..
suppose to be on my way to school now.. but decided to blog for a while.. X) feelin quite excited abt today.. maybe cos i woke up early [for once] and spent some time with God.. feelin so energised now.. aniwae i made a quiz.. (",)
didnt go aniwhere today... feelin a little dizzy.. -faints..-
had word for life today... tt charlene make fun of me again... relating next week's lesson [bgr] to me.. --;;.. no comments.. but aniwae it's pretty cool... aniwae very angry with myself.. didnt want to sleep yesterday cos i scared i wud be late today.. for movie.. i stayed up to watch naruto all the way to 7am... thn i fell asleep.. until 2pm!!!?!?! goodness... reached nexus just in time for word for life.. -shakes head-


-screams- there's a cockroach somewhere at my house... but i dunno where it is!!?!?!! >.< im not gonna sleep tonite lor.. it flew right beside be and rested on my pile of cds.. IT CAN FLY!!!! >.< !! i can sense the evil all around... and im shivering..
went for water baptism.. wonder when wud be my turn to get bap.. hahas. xiuhui got baptised.. jewell and yihui also.. puay oso! ok alot of pple.. gave xiuhui my fave bear... XD manage to skate over a longer distant this time.. on skateboard... yea.. but still pretty lan... my goal: to learn how to skateboard properly by end of this year.. X) sophia's goal: to learn how to cycle by end of this year.. lol. we went cycling again.. thank God our bike didnt break down this time..
just came back from PS.. shared ice cream with shenny... X) finally got to know who teresa is.. lol :) nice gal... cant wait for her to join us.. :) we were all planning our goals and vision today at starhub.. really exciting! cant wait for sch to re-open.. aii.. so much stuff to do.. but nvm shall cheong.. like how wynnie wud say it... CHEONG for JESUS... :)
Everywhere
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
it's you I breathe
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

went out with wynnie today.. hahahas i think i malu-ed her alot... we were at the underpass thn there's this human statue.. i was quite amazed by him so i took a closer look.. i didnt know it was real! was thinking of like touching it or sth... wynnie was covering her face and running away.. hahahhas thn we saw hese few CJC guys.. i very act smart la... i waved to them thnking they know wynnie.. but wynnie dunno them!! >.<

my goal: to bring 10 pple with me to the next camp! XD

hehes cudnt draw my vision out on comp so here's just a subsitution..
wah.. slept from 5 to 8pm.. looked thru some part of the teachings.. shall blog abt some of my learnings..

dare to dream big for God...
also reflects how big God is in our lives..
my vision is to lead a unit of PLMGS, NCHS, SJC.. [maybe i shld try drawing out my vision ..]

to do the impossible for Him...
impossible is nothing but a dare..
a big word tossed around by small man..
takes courage but i know im not alone..
i've just invited all those whom i know though not very well for service this sat..
took me courage but i understood wad i meant to be nervous doing God's work..
it's beyond me but i did it..

be proactive in fulfilling the vision...
no need to say further..

God will fulfill His vision...
our part is just to work hard, pray hard and have faith..
i want to be part of it..

Jesus did everything according to the vision...
be willing to pay the price..
when opposition comes, please God, not man..

one man can change the world...
communism once ruled many parts of the world, causing much commotions. the pple were so hot up abt communist ideology, they were willing to pay the price, even their lives. yet it's sth tt doesnt last. shldnt christianity be more impactful around the world just as how communism once were? seriously i dunno how to put this into words. maybe u guys shld read up on wad communism once did. it's quite inspiring-- the spirit of the people.

yupp! actually i've learnt more than these.. but havent look thru the rest yet.. now tt camp's over.. and we're back to the world.. let's hold on to the values and work hard for the vision! ;)
woo.. back from camp!! was a really a great camp!! learnt alot and really got me inspired.. and fired up! im gonna look thru all the teachings later on and plan.. X) prayed a prayer just now to really commit to the vision God has for me.. and to my grp.. to take ownership of it and charge forth for Christ! XD yupp! gotta get things movin.. feel like bloggin down the things i've learnt.. but so many!! shall go organise them thn blog.. hahas.
will be going to nus in a while's time... actually quite long later.. woke up too early and cudnt go back to sleep so decided to stay awake.. -yawns-
yay finish packing for camp.. it's kinda light.. i wonder wad i forgot to bring.. o ya! insect repellent and insecticide.. to spray at myself so tt geraldine's cockroach wun attack me..
ok i need to pack my bag.. but i wanna sleep!! -_-ZZzzzZ
went comics connection today.. saw lotsa naruto poster and figurines.. XD feel like getting some of them.. but guess it's a waste of money.. i will forget abt it soon or later..

hmm.. wad shld i do tmr... -thinking-
o gosh!!! i must blog abt this!!! just now my dad was looking for his singlet? i dunno wadever u call it.. thn he took out this tank top!!! and he thot it was his singlet so he wore!!! my goodness!!!!!! he looked so corny! too bad i cudnt take it down on camera.. hahahas! he looked so disgusted lor.. so farnie..

superman
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
'Bout a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd
But don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me

Up, up and away, away from me
Well it's alright
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me, inside of me
Inside of me, yeah inside of me, inside of me

I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for a dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
And it's not easy…
It's not easy to be me

QUIZ

1. wishing: to grow spiritually.. to grow grp.. -sings- make a wish make a wish..
2. after this: bath.. study wog.. do homework.. surf net..
3. talking to: my mom..
4. fetishes: hahas. -shakes finger- nono.. sinful sinful.. ok aniwae erm.. naruto? kakashi!!!
5. some favorite movies: dunno leh.. sch o rock.. harry potty..
6. something you're looking forward to: june camp!! erm.. end of o levels..
7. last thing you ate: maggie mee..
8. something you're afraid of: cockroach.. losing sth precious ba.. "when u have sth precious to protect that's when u grow strong.." -haku of naruto-
9. some favorite foods: cheeseburger.. ice sprite..
10. something -or someone- you wish you could understand better: God.. -nodds head-
11. miss someone you haven't seen in a long time: have ba.. but i forgot le..

in the last 24 hrs have you:
12. cried: no..
13. bought something: roti prata.. lime juice..
14. sang: ya..
15. eaten: ya..
16. been kissed: ya.. by mosquito..
17. felt stupid: ya.. lol!
18. wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't: i guess?
19. talked to an ex: ex sheep ya..
20. talked to someone you have a crush on: hahahhahahaa -laughs my head off- no.
21. had a serious talk: ya.. with God..
22. missed someone: not really..
23. hugged someone: ya! kakashi!! actually no la.. it's just a bolster..
24. argued with a parent(s): no..
25. dreamt about someone you can't be with: dun think so..

Do you:
26. like candles: ya
27. like company: huh? IBM? motorola?
28: believe in soul mates: dunno leh..
29: believe in love at first sight: erm.. no.
30: believe in forgiveness: ya.
31: want to get married: i guess.
32: want to have kids: never thot abt it..
33: ever want to adopt kids: [refer to qn 32]

personal:
34: who is your role model: Jesus.. PJ.. gracie..
35: ever liked someone you can't be with: yea....... -sniffs- kakashi.. okok this is getting disgusting..
36: ever wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you: not really..
37: cried over the opposite sex: ya.. whn my grandpa passed away?
38: your favorite physical appearance: beautiful hair... nice lips.. ok actually i look like tweety bird.
39: are you happy with yourself: of cos!! X)
40: what plans do you have for the future: get married! no la.. hahas my future's in God's hands.
41: who's your most trustworthy family member: all..
42: deep secret: sometimes i drool when i sleep..
43: embarrassing moments: alot!! once i going up the double deck bus.. and my head hit against the TV mobile set.. very hard somemore!!

social life:
44: best girl friend(s): sophia.. xiaoting.. yihui.. dehui.. lol..
45: best guy friend(s): God. dun have le ba..
46: boyfriend/girlfriend: kakashi lor.. u mean u dunno?
47: pager/cell: cell.. brain cell.. tissue cell..
48: are you the center of attention or a wallflower: im wallpaper.
49: would you rather be with friends or on a date: date? red dates?
50: job: job is yiquan. or maybe the guy in the bible.
51: like being around people: ok la. anithing.

Describe/Tell :
52: three words that sum you up: tall.. slender.. beautiful.. ok la tweety bird la.
53: jewellery worn daily: i lost my cross!!!
54: wallet: erm.. i dun have one..
55: coffee: bean!
56: shoes: converse..
57: cologne/perfume: toilet air freshener..
58: clothing you have on: yellow tee.. wings.. guess who i am?
just came back from hillsongs.. was pretty magnificent seeing so many people gathered together to worship and praise.. hahas.. admire darlene.. can tell she has a deep relationship with God.. thru the things she says and the stuff she shared.. too bad cant get to know her. hahas. was very crazy outside the indoor stadium... was queuing up and i got a little bored so i started waving at strangers.. geraldine, becca and pokie pretend they dun know me.. hahhas but in the end they started waving as well.. madness is contagious.

learnt sth today... God is looking for true worshipper who worships in spirit and in truth.. and i wanna be a true worshipper of God! yea! XD no matter at wad worship chang3 he2.. yupp! Xd

went caregrp this morning.. was carrying an umbrella [forced by my dad] and went up the bus.. apparently i wasnt seeing where i go and i hit a lady on her forehead.. so horrible.. thank God she didnt scold me or anithing... felt so dumb oso.. i carrying an umbrela around when there's no rain.. --;;

hmm... wonder how wud tmr's service be like...
didnt go sch today.. cos i woke up late.. suppose to reach sch at 7.30am.. i woke up at 2.30pm.. --;;.. today was quite bleah. went to RC but turned out to be all guys there.. clarence told me he heard me on radio today.. but i didnt call in! freaky.. in the end i went to orchard to meet jessie to get the naruto vcd.. becos she didnt want to come rc.. -fumes- hahas.

tmr they will all be going JB.. arghh.. i wanna go too.. but i guess God didnt want me to go cos if i go who's left to take care of the grp.. to do confirmation etc.. hahas. it's ok! im going out with geraldine tmr..

>.< pray pray pray and pray that jacklyn will make her way to service on sat!!! >.< she not sure if she got choir.. >.< shall trust God!! XD

feelin [dazed]
listen [jay--1943]
today's caregrp was dynamic man.. haha we went stadium to play eagle catch chicks.. im such a lousy hen.. all my chicks scattered... thn actually wanted to skate with geraldine one.. but cant find the skateboard!!! >.< so in the end went to macs to shepherd geraldine.. hahas i made her memorise some verses.. but i really suspect that she has short-term memory.. feel so fulfilled today! XD

tmr got service learning.. gotta wake up so early k.. -groans- after tt going RC to give eevoon the RC fund.. haii they are all going away for camp.. o wells.

hahas suddenly want to be a ninja after watching naruto.. think kakashi's so cool!! XD ok nvm.. hahaha i think i can be more of a ninja turtle.. hahaha!
yay! i feel so accomplished today! i improved on my skateboarding and drum! ok.. actually i oni tried them out.. but nvm at least i got a feel of it.. XD jerdine!! let's skateboard together tmr! haha maybe we shld bring video cam.. hahas. we're planning to sit on it and push each other around.. hahas.. it's her idea.. --;;..


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